on hold

The rawness of this post has haunted me. I haven't known what to write, but I desperately want to. To live an authentic life we must be real, loved, worn, and genuine.

Bob and I have decided to put our adoption on hold and spend some time and energy directed toward our family now. We ask that you take your curiosity and direct it toward prayer for the path we are currently on.

The money you've so graciously given has gone to the adoption, and if you choose to give more in the upcoming months through races or the like, it will remain in our adoption fund. If, in the heartbreaking event, that we decide to not continue with this adoption, we will give it to another family pursuing their adoption and trust that Gods plan is greater than our own, we only walk in obedience where he leads.

"We've learned so much, Siddhartha. There still remains much to learn. We are not going in circles, we are going upwards. The path is a spiral; we have already climbed many steps."